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For the purposes of this game

7/30/2013

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bright star in a clear night sky and trails of light
_ Can it be that I have participated
   in giving form to this co-creation
      in the realms before time,
        before incarnation?

Can it be I’ve agreed for the purposes of this game,
    this act of this live theatre
       to switch parts,
         to switch roles,
           just for fun.

  This time I’ll be the one who delivers
     who shows up fully pregnant
        saying “guess what…
        I am so full with the Mystery
           that I cannot hold it in any longer”

I feel the contractions
   I sense at times I want to push
      that I want this co-creation
         to just come out
           and reveal itself fully,
   and I wonder if you feel this too…

It has felt like there’s
   all this constriction plugging the entryway
     like clutter
       like boxes of what I no longer need
         one moment it feels I need to slow down
           and breathe,
       and in the next it seems I cannot release
     this pressure fast enough,
  my energy oscillating between
waves that peak in overwhelm and fall in sleepiness,
tracing the floors and pathways along the river
like a pregnant woman
  who cannot sleep
    because this that is preparing itself
      to be born
      is so active within
      my innermost being. 
    It keeps me awake
  wondering
if I will be able to nurture this
emerging mystery.

I find myself feeling like a story
  of the virgin Mary
    who has no idea how its even possible
   that I am so pregnant
     with this Lifeforce
       that my Universal Self
         assures me
           I agreed to carry
             into the world.

This miracle that is birthing itself,
  that is somehow coming through me
    has its own timing
      its own desire to be born.
        It is as if I am in the window
          keeping watch
            looking for signs
          wondering when the due date is,
        yet this is a birthing process
      that seems to want to
    find its rhythm.
  I feel the same protectiveness
over this creative process
as a mother
  who doesn’t wish for a premature birth
    whose heart prays
      please let this co-creation
        come in its own beautiful way
          let me be at peace with this process
           even if it seems to have
         been conceived
       in a dream state
    in a space beyond my ordinary awareness
  within a soul partnering
I am just remembering.


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